Back from the deep slumber. Back to write on what is on my mind. Back to just to paste it here.
There are certain words that i want to spell:
MISUNDERSTAND
THOUGHTFUL
SLACKER
Memories are etched into the brain. Sometimes details are not known are better, things that leave an impact will make someone know of the things are to be done, to be changed, to be for the best.
Wish when i am back, will be back to erase, back to elaborate and back to verify...
Its time to try something new.
T.H: recalling a lot of things people told me now, memories that come back, only to tell me the meaning of the story, story of meaning and story of what you are supposed to do.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Been long since i updated, now im here to tell a bit of my tale.
well today supposedly should be a fun day, but in the end nth happened. damn sian
spammed missed calls and then that nick switch phone off. damn but nvm because the next will be in oct and that is gonna be so high !! wootx ^^V.
on the way back, i sat in the mrt and someone keep dosing off on my shoulder. It was not nice at all cos not girl =x. Damn that guy, he keep banging on my shoulder and i almost whacked him on his second knock. Grr but wad for, lols can smell alcohol from him or was it me ? cannot be la but its him defnitely i know, i know.
so tmr gonna go down to that freaking acer, have to be so early if not i will not make it to class. Y always my motherbot temperature so high ??? OSO NO HOT GIRL OR HANDSOME GUY THAT CAN BE FOUND !!! Do i need to put my laptop in ice ?? haha so now just realise got quiz tmr, zz i am so tired le. Going to play some things and then head to bed.
well today supposedly should be a fun day, but in the end nth happened. damn sian
spammed missed calls and then that nick switch phone off. damn but nvm because the next will be in oct and that is gonna be so high !! wootx ^^V.
on the way back, i sat in the mrt and someone keep dosing off on my shoulder. It was not nice at all cos not girl =x. Damn that guy, he keep banging on my shoulder and i almost whacked him on his second knock. Grr but wad for, lols can smell alcohol from him or was it me ? cannot be la but its him defnitely i know, i know.
so tmr gonna go down to that freaking acer, have to be so early if not i will not make it to class. Y always my motherbot temperature so high ??? OSO NO HOT GIRL OR HANDSOME GUY THAT CAN BE FOUND !!! Do i need to put my laptop in ice ?? haha so now just realise got quiz tmr, zz i am so tired le. Going to play some things and then head to bed.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Drip.. drip.. it began pouring today when i reached school to play tennis. resurface of courts left us with 4 courts to choose from. What u say makes sense, got car must go outside play. yupps yupps. But when i get car i dunnoe when le lei.
1) i need to go to the driving center to check out the details
2) need to train and synchronise my body(foot got prob le)
3)Wad i really have to do
4) Just be devoid of that now is the best la
Some easy things was asked to be done and kinda done in the opposite way. Piss u off does it ??
but just pissed for the moment yupps. its ok le ! lols
Complaining again le.. y am i such a whiner ? wanting to be independent makes me whine more ?? or is it the turning point to make my own decision to make sure that nothing goes wrong ?? Still a kid although i am a tall 19 year old . Waiting to depart on my journey, waiting to make sure everything is in the new light.
Freaked up with the weather. Perspiration everywhere, at any time of the day. i think i am gonna drink more water to replace the water that i have lost through perspiration. Gulp, gulp *choke !
Its time to say G.Nitez, sweet dreams people..
T.H: Always moving foward, boarden your view. Do what must be done.
1) i need to go to the driving center to check out the details
2) need to train and synchronise my body(foot got prob le)
3)Wad i really have to do
4) Just be devoid of that now is the best la
Some easy things was asked to be done and kinda done in the opposite way. Piss u off does it ??
but just pissed for the moment yupps. its ok le ! lols
Complaining again le.. y am i such a whiner ? wanting to be independent makes me whine more ?? or is it the turning point to make my own decision to make sure that nothing goes wrong ?? Still a kid although i am a tall 19 year old . Waiting to depart on my journey, waiting to make sure everything is in the new light.
Freaked up with the weather. Perspiration everywhere, at any time of the day. i think i am gonna drink more water to replace the water that i have lost through perspiration. Gulp, gulp *choke !
Its time to say G.Nitez, sweet dreams people..
T.H: Always moving foward, boarden your view. Do what must be done.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Time flies, and with that 2 days gone and need meet fyp teacher le. I know nuts about stuff, need read up, need watch and need research. Realised im not exposed, exposed to the world of things. i have only been running on the surface void of a brain to know wad is going on. Say, im observing, wad purpose ? wad reason ? wad benefits ??
Adapting the style u do things in front of people, aka poker face, now i wonder how i can link all those styles together. Will that be the real me ? who knows except myself.
i need some silence man, an jing, go copy down lyrics and go sing liao... i now have to take note of stuff that is sensitive because i would not want to hurt. that will be all.
T.H: Wished upon a star, when will it come ?
Adapting the style u do things in front of people, aka poker face, now i wonder how i can link all those styles together. Will that be the real me ? who knows except myself.
i need some silence man, an jing, go copy down lyrics and go sing liao... i now have to take note of stuff that is sensitive because i would not want to hurt. that will be all.
T.H: Wished upon a star, when will it come ?
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Today went to celebrate Jopu Birthday. I was the 'main' organiser of it and everything kinda funny. Firstly people say 4 pm become almost 5pm then reach. Nuts is nuts la, then we went to find the present fot the birthday boy.
After that went for dinner at makansutra. Eat Stingray etc. So after that have to bring some of them to carrefour cos they dunnoe where it is =.= but i still had to go back to citylink to get the cake and stuff which is like double job. Made me perspire a lot before i even take out the cans.
We went to the usual place lor, place everything sui sui then start to take pics. After that just spamm cream on our Bday boy, Flour oso la. He was like so dirty and stuff but the group of us oso kena the things. Heng is those dark dark night if nt everybody will know who go and dirty the place like nobody business.
Cleaned and washed up after that, each of us all go zhi ji de lu, towards JE and so and so. So now currently bloggina and writing some piece of information here but nevertheless quite a nice birhtday for our friend ??? I PLAN ONE WAD, DUH ! >.<
Monday has come and i am behind deadline for my task, hoping to absorb till my brain bao zhar and hand in the piece of work nicely to my friends.
End of story, end of the day.
T.H: U went your own way, and mine my own. It was great seeing that u are well and happy always, apologetic to the past things that i did, but wad u will say is "past already" thanks but ill never forget the span of time we spent together, be it laughing, crying, angry or lost. I wished i had not been so stupid to forsake the things that may mean little but day by day it tells you that someone is there, always for wadever reason u need him, he's there to answer your call and to talk to you and to make u feel better. I experienced it now, the distance has spread so far that i do not even know what to say to u but just stare at u with a small smile on my face. I wished i had continued on my actions and it may had beared some fruits. U may seem like a child but i do not know why i was attracted but i know i am someone that hardly speaks and socialise so i do not really know what is going on. After all that is said here, regrets wun bring back anything, it will only make u feel the sadness. I know i can start to break my barriers, but i did not take the first step. What can someone accomplish when he who does not take the first step to break down the wall that is blocking you to your destination ? In life, things are not that simple, be it small matters, no be it matters that consider two parties which we encounter it almost everyday. Wad can i do is make changes, not changes to become another person but changes to show that you and reach your destination behind that block of wall that is blocking u. I would not say it is to being another person but more to showing your another side to people. I would just wanna try it, walking down this path that is neither difficult or easy because to some people, it takes longer time for some sides to show out. The beautiful thing about life is u cannot stop learning, and it will let u experience things so that u remember it. Now that i see, ill remember. What i have been doing ?? : Observing. It does sometimes suprise u wad people can do.
T.H^2: I need to study damn hard right now, i cannot afford to waste my life like this, no more regrets, no more sadness. I am quite sure of something right now, yes but it wun change anything. I am just happy that u have found better friends than me to show u the way because they know more about life and some experiences they have went through. my reach, my power to help u is just so limited, wished i can do more.
: The thing is why now and why i wonder so much ??? does it really matter so much to me ??? or am i just being too tense ?? I need some time.
After that went for dinner at makansutra. Eat Stingray etc. So after that have to bring some of them to carrefour cos they dunnoe where it is =.= but i still had to go back to citylink to get the cake and stuff which is like double job. Made me perspire a lot before i even take out the cans.
We went to the usual place lor, place everything sui sui then start to take pics. After that just spamm cream on our Bday boy, Flour oso la. He was like so dirty and stuff but the group of us oso kena the things. Heng is those dark dark night if nt everybody will know who go and dirty the place like nobody business.
Cleaned and washed up after that, each of us all go zhi ji de lu, towards JE and so and so. So now currently bloggina and writing some piece of information here but nevertheless quite a nice birhtday for our friend ??? I PLAN ONE WAD, DUH ! >.<
Monday has come and i am behind deadline for my task, hoping to absorb till my brain bao zhar and hand in the piece of work nicely to my friends.
End of story, end of the day.
T.H: U went your own way, and mine my own. It was great seeing that u are well and happy always, apologetic to the past things that i did, but wad u will say is "past already" thanks but ill never forget the span of time we spent together, be it laughing, crying, angry or lost. I wished i had not been so stupid to forsake the things that may mean little but day by day it tells you that someone is there, always for wadever reason u need him, he's there to answer your call and to talk to you and to make u feel better. I experienced it now, the distance has spread so far that i do not even know what to say to u but just stare at u with a small smile on my face. I wished i had continued on my actions and it may had beared some fruits. U may seem like a child but i do not know why i was attracted but i know i am someone that hardly speaks and socialise so i do not really know what is going on. After all that is said here, regrets wun bring back anything, it will only make u feel the sadness. I know i can start to break my barriers, but i did not take the first step. What can someone accomplish when he who does not take the first step to break down the wall that is blocking you to your destination ? In life, things are not that simple, be it small matters, no be it matters that consider two parties which we encounter it almost everyday. Wad can i do is make changes, not changes to become another person but changes to show that you and reach your destination behind that block of wall that is blocking u. I would not say it is to being another person but more to showing your another side to people. I would just wanna try it, walking down this path that is neither difficult or easy because to some people, it takes longer time for some sides to show out. The beautiful thing about life is u cannot stop learning, and it will let u experience things so that u remember it. Now that i see, ill remember. What i have been doing ?? : Observing. It does sometimes suprise u wad people can do.
T.H^2: I need to study damn hard right now, i cannot afford to waste my life like this, no more regrets, no more sadness. I am quite sure of something right now, yes but it wun change anything. I am just happy that u have found better friends than me to show u the way because they know more about life and some experiences they have went through. my reach, my power to help u is just so limited, wished i can do more.
: The thing is why now and why i wonder so much ??? does it really matter so much to me ??? or am i just being too tense ?? I need some time.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Today went to watch movie with my friends. Long time never meet liao, so went to cine to watch wif em. Wahhh, organiser so late then come. Lol but nevertheless watched Dance subaru, touching and funny but got a certain someone can ownself high de, down there hehe haha then the whole cinema start to HAHHAHAHAHA. Well felt a bit by myself lol but movie was nice and after that went to eat supper at kfc. Then a graduated guy named Eugene started to help everyone to check for night rider home. Nice guy, i havent thanked him yet !!
Went up the bus Ez-link not enough for FARE !! need pay cash, $3.50 diu lucky got enough coins in my wallet whew~! Had to walk quite a distance to get home and i kinda bought 1 little no harm vodka to drink and i am downing it now.. taste like ribena..
Now just feel like watching show then go and sleep, later in the day got Bday celebration and i am one of the mastermind. Need energy to think on how to make someone super shuai, haha
and then i dunoe wad he gonna do la, strangle me perhaps ?
T.H: Told everyone what i had done, Jaws dropped and they told me the same thing i knew. I had stopped thinking abt it but i think it is trying to remind me to prepare for it. I now know tt i always whine abt anything and i take back my words of growing up a bit. Kid u know kid....
Gotta spur myself on to achieve wad i want. I felt happy but time cant turn back and things will be different from tt point of time, it is already different.
Went up the bus Ez-link not enough for FARE !! need pay cash, $3.50 diu lucky got enough coins in my wallet whew~! Had to walk quite a distance to get home and i kinda bought 1 little no harm vodka to drink and i am downing it now.. taste like ribena..
Now just feel like watching show then go and sleep, later in the day got Bday celebration and i am one of the mastermind. Need energy to think on how to make someone super shuai, haha
and then i dunoe wad he gonna do la, strangle me perhaps ?
T.H: Told everyone what i had done, Jaws dropped and they told me the same thing i knew. I had stopped thinking abt it but i think it is trying to remind me to prepare for it. I now know tt i always whine abt anything and i take back my words of growing up a bit. Kid u know kid....
Gotta spur myself on to achieve wad i want. I felt happy but time cant turn back and things will be different from tt point of time, it is already different.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
7th week means parcticals & presentation.
Mon- can pass cos i made myself blur and nvr set simple thing.
Tues- 1st test can pass cos i set things wrong, 2nd test was a blast !! got 5 out of 100 marks, 10% for tt test.
Wed- presentation, chin cai become to professional thing, wow thanks cher...
thursday- everything correct except a small thing, know the answer but never put the right one down, nevertheless yohoho !
Fri- Go lecture and Go eat breakfast, yeahhhh
I know whose fault it lies, life is nice with never ending things to experience and learn. i daresay i grown a bit, only a tiny bit. What i do always have a reason and it will always benefit me. This does not apply to me alone..
T.H: need to mug for fyp and mods like nvr b4, bkworm hao !
Mon- can pass cos i made myself blur and nvr set simple thing.
Tues- 1st test can pass cos i set things wrong, 2nd test was a blast !! got 5 out of 100 marks, 10% for tt test.
Wed- presentation, chin cai become to professional thing, wow thanks cher...
thursday- everything correct except a small thing, know the answer but never put the right one down, nevertheless yohoho !
Fri- Go lecture and Go eat breakfast, yeahhhh
I know whose fault it lies, life is nice with never ending things to experience and learn. i daresay i grown a bit, only a tiny bit. What i do always have a reason and it will always benefit me. This does not apply to me alone..
T.H: need to mug for fyp and mods like nvr b4, bkworm hao !
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wondering abt stuff, nvm. 1st H1N1 case at bedok, nice 1, my parents are calling me to come home quickly all that.
dotz, just remembered all the tests next week and i have not started. Wished i get my engine running, wished and hope can maintain a 3.0.
life is pretty hetic lately, went to see how people teach tennis, waa super hot and alot of people.
but i cant play tennis at all so i think next time then chiong bah. now just wanna train for 2.4 and get silver at least so i dun stay inside ns for extar 2 months.
I think im planning something, something that i do not know the importance of it is about.
Gotta relax and study liao, working hard soon i think.
T.H:Im sorry but i know i can do wad i have set myself to do, yeah.
dotz, just remembered all the tests next week and i have not started. Wished i get my engine running, wished and hope can maintain a 3.0.
life is pretty hetic lately, went to see how people teach tennis, waa super hot and alot of people.
but i cant play tennis at all so i think next time then chiong bah. now just wanna train for 2.4 and get silver at least so i dun stay inside ns for extar 2 months.
I think im planning something, something that i do not know the importance of it is about.
Gotta relax and study liao, working hard soon i think.
T.H:Im sorry but i know i can do wad i have set myself to do, yeah.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I guess i shouldnt be skipping sleep cos lately havent been able to drag myself out of bed at all. Mum's hand come, i swipe away. LOL sorry mum =x.
Had some things on my mind, now things are sorted out pretty fast too. maybe ive grown ??
nvm abt tt. Well, always got action, now i know. Tests coming but i still slacking and stuff, kena lectured at home and i have to cure my bad habits.
T.H: well, i kinda regret some things i did, y i did it, i do not know but everything u do has a meaning to it.
Had some things on my mind, now things are sorted out pretty fast too. maybe ive grown ??
nvm abt tt. Well, always got action, now i know. Tests coming but i still slacking and stuff, kena lectured at home and i have to cure my bad habits.
T.H: well, i kinda regret some things i did, y i did it, i do not know but everything u do has a meaning to it.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
A short post for the day.
Well skipped most of my lessons to play tennis, in the end didnt play much cos just recover and no stength and stamina. Need training for me le ! i keep eating too, need to de-fatten myself. well, today met up with a damn f***ing irritating guy, who the hell he think he is sia ? come down and act like one big shot, kao what is his freaking problem ? Nvm about him, move on. TH is now a little bad boy haha, now need to do fyp le, must start !
guess maybe drinking tmr, dun wan drunk, go get emergency hotline first haha lol. END here nights.
T.H:Juz go with the flow lor.
Well skipped most of my lessons to play tennis, in the end didnt play much cos just recover and no stength and stamina. Need training for me le ! i keep eating too, need to de-fatten myself. well, today met up with a damn f***ing irritating guy, who the hell he think he is sia ? come down and act like one big shot, kao what is his freaking problem ? Nvm about him, move on. TH is now a little bad boy haha, now need to do fyp le, must start !
guess maybe drinking tmr, dun wan drunk, go get emergency hotline first haha lol. END here nights.
T.H:Juz go with the flow lor.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Today was slack, went out after sch wif L-vin to get my bag. Haha finally got my super 'early' birthday present. Went around to shop for clothes and got 2 of em and some sports stuff. Next is the arcade and GAMER-FACE came out, i guess i should stop gaming for a while.
AFter dinner, head home and saw a friend ! Dunnoe her much but chatted a little.
Home swweet home and tired, tts all.
T.H: am i unfriendly ? *shrugs. I guess im still not ready but i wan some of it.
AFter dinner, head home and saw a friend ! Dunnoe her much but chatted a little.
Home swweet home and tired, tts all.
T.H: am i unfriendly ? *shrugs. I guess im still not ready but i wan some of it.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
School has started for a few weeks, has it ? =.=
Oh ah hao u are so lagging, wake up !! well, i do not have an idea of what i am doing in class and i got Zero idea of what i can make out of lecturers.
AAA=EGG EGG EGG
Do u understand ??
nope guess not. =X
Well this year school is pretty much interesting, all the 1st years looking at directories to find their class. HAHA, this brings back memories man ! i have been waking up late so u know, i nvr go lesson and im in 3rd year man, wow AH HAO is so good in taking care of himself ! damnit, i am never early for the start of the day be it the time. Gonna Kick it away, for the better.
SP tennis trials were there a while ago, being sick so no trials and i have stopped my lessons at the start of school. A bit disapointed at how things go and their fairness. The worlds never fair, cheer up =.= . Over le so Heck it, train for ns better than nothing but recovery first haiz.
These few days beri beri funny. I got lost, in the midst of something and could not tell what it is. Tian Hao emo TianHao emo, nah just feeling a bit sianz and laid back. Things will pretty much get me back into shape more or less, so ill just chill thats all.
T.H: I would wish for some of it but i guess im still not ready. The question is Do i or not.
Oh ah hao u are so lagging, wake up !! well, i do not have an idea of what i am doing in class and i got Zero idea of what i can make out of lecturers.
AAA=EGG EGG EGG
Do u understand ??
nope guess not. =X
Well this year school is pretty much interesting, all the 1st years looking at directories to find their class. HAHA, this brings back memories man ! i have been waking up late so u know, i nvr go lesson and im in 3rd year man, wow AH HAO is so good in taking care of himself ! damnit, i am never early for the start of the day be it the time. Gonna Kick it away, for the better.
SP tennis trials were there a while ago, being sick so no trials and i have stopped my lessons at the start of school. A bit disapointed at how things go and their fairness. The worlds never fair, cheer up =.= . Over le so Heck it, train for ns better than nothing but recovery first haiz.
These few days beri beri funny. I got lost, in the midst of something and could not tell what it is. Tian Hao emo TianHao emo, nah just feeling a bit sianz and laid back. Things will pretty much get me back into shape more or less, so ill just chill thats all.
T.H: I would wish for some of it but i guess im still not ready. The question is Do i or not.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Getting Started
Let me touch up on something !!
No time to blog because of ITP.. sad but im back ! haha
ITP was kinda fun, new friends, new experience and stuff..
screw the people tt made me dirty on my last day.. u know who.
T.H: "In this world, we got to visualise."
No time to blog because of ITP.. sad but im back ! haha
ITP was kinda fun, new friends, new experience and stuff..
screw the people tt made me dirty on my last day.. u know who.
T.H: "In this world, we got to visualise."
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