Today went to celebrate Jopu Birthday. I was the 'main' organiser of it and everything kinda funny. Firstly people say 4 pm become almost 5pm then reach. Nuts is nuts la, then we went to find the present fot the birthday boy.

After that went for dinner at makansutra. Eat Stingray etc. So after that have to bring some of them to carrefour cos they dunnoe where it is =.= but i still had to go back to citylink to get the cake and stuff which is like double job. Made me perspire a lot before i even take out the cans.

We went to the usual place lor, place everything sui sui then start to take pics. After that just spamm cream on our Bday boy, Flour oso la. He was like so dirty and stuff but the group of us oso kena the things. Heng is those dark dark night if nt everybody will know who go and dirty the place like nobody business.

Cleaned and washed up after that, each of us all go zhi ji de lu, towards JE and so and so. So now currently bloggina and writing some piece of information here but nevertheless quite a nice birhtday for our friend ??? I PLAN ONE WAD, DUH ! >.<

Monday has come and i am behind deadline for my task, hoping to absorb till my brain bao zhar and hand in the piece of work nicely to my friends.
End of story, end of the day.


T.H: U went your own way, and mine my own. It was great seeing that u are well and happy always, apologetic to the past things that i did, but wad u will say is "past already" thanks but ill never forget the span of time we spent together, be it laughing, crying, angry or lost. I wished i had not been so stupid to forsake the things that may mean little but day by day it tells you that someone is there, always for wadever reason u need him, he's there to answer your call and to talk to you and to make u feel better. I experienced it now, the distance has spread so far that i do not even know what to say to u but just stare at u with a small smile on my face. I wished i had continued on my actions and it may had beared some fruits. U may seem like a child but i do not know why i was attracted but i know i am someone that hardly speaks and socialise so i do not really know what is going on. After all that is said here, regrets wun bring back anything, it will only make u feel the sadness. I know i can start to break my barriers, but i did not take the first step. What can someone accomplish when he who does not take the first step to break down the wall that is blocking you to your destination ? In life, things are not that simple, be it small matters, no be it matters that consider two parties which we encounter it almost everyday. Wad can i do is make changes, not changes to become another person but changes to show that you and reach your destination behind that block of wall that is blocking u. I would not say it is to being another person but more to showing your another side to people. I would just wanna try it, walking down this path that is neither difficult or easy because to some people, it takes longer time for some sides to show out. The beautiful thing about life is u cannot stop learning, and it will let u experience things so that u remember it. Now that i see, ill remember. What i have been doing ?? : Observing. It does sometimes suprise u wad people can do.


T.H^2: I need to study damn hard right now, i cannot afford to waste my life like this, no more regrets, no more sadness. I am quite sure of something right now, yes but it wun change anything. I am just happy that u have found better friends than me to show u the way because they know more about life and some experiences they have went through. my reach, my power to help u is just so limited, wished i can do more.


: The thing is why now and why i wonder so much ??? does it really matter so much to me ??? or am i just being too tense ?? I need some time.