Drip.. drip.. it began pouring today when i reached school to play tennis. resurface of courts left us with 4 courts to choose from. What u say makes sense, got car must go outside play. yupps yupps. But when i get car i dunnoe when le lei.
1) i need to go to the driving center to check out the details
2) need to train and synchronise my body(foot got prob le)
3)Wad i really have to do
4) Just be devoid of that now is the best la
Some easy things was asked to be done and kinda done in the opposite way. Piss u off does it ??
but just pissed for the moment yupps. its ok le ! lols
Complaining again le.. y am i such a whiner ? wanting to be independent makes me whine more ?? or is it the turning point to make my own decision to make sure that nothing goes wrong ?? Still a kid although i am a tall 19 year old . Waiting to depart on my journey, waiting to make sure everything is in the new light.
Freaked up with the weather. Perspiration everywhere, at any time of the day. i think i am gonna drink more water to replace the water that i have lost through perspiration. Gulp, gulp *choke !
Its time to say G.Nitez, sweet dreams people..
T.H: Always moving foward, boarden your view. Do what must be done.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Time flies, and with that 2 days gone and need meet fyp teacher le. I know nuts about stuff, need read up, need watch and need research. Realised im not exposed, exposed to the world of things. i have only been running on the surface void of a brain to know wad is going on. Say, im observing, wad purpose ? wad reason ? wad benefits ??
Adapting the style u do things in front of people, aka poker face, now i wonder how i can link all those styles together. Will that be the real me ? who knows except myself.
i need some silence man, an jing, go copy down lyrics and go sing liao... i now have to take note of stuff that is sensitive because i would not want to hurt. that will be all.
T.H: Wished upon a star, when will it come ?
Adapting the style u do things in front of people, aka poker face, now i wonder how i can link all those styles together. Will that be the real me ? who knows except myself.
i need some silence man, an jing, go copy down lyrics and go sing liao... i now have to take note of stuff that is sensitive because i would not want to hurt. that will be all.
T.H: Wished upon a star, when will it come ?
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Today went to celebrate Jopu Birthday. I was the 'main' organiser of it and everything kinda funny. Firstly people say 4 pm become almost 5pm then reach. Nuts is nuts la, then we went to find the present fot the birthday boy.
After that went for dinner at makansutra. Eat Stingray etc. So after that have to bring some of them to carrefour cos they dunnoe where it is =.= but i still had to go back to citylink to get the cake and stuff which is like double job. Made me perspire a lot before i even take out the cans.
We went to the usual place lor, place everything sui sui then start to take pics. After that just spamm cream on our Bday boy, Flour oso la. He was like so dirty and stuff but the group of us oso kena the things. Heng is those dark dark night if nt everybody will know who go and dirty the place like nobody business.
Cleaned and washed up after that, each of us all go zhi ji de lu, towards JE and so and so. So now currently bloggina and writing some piece of information here but nevertheless quite a nice birhtday for our friend ??? I PLAN ONE WAD, DUH ! >.<
Monday has come and i am behind deadline for my task, hoping to absorb till my brain bao zhar and hand in the piece of work nicely to my friends.
End of story, end of the day.
T.H: U went your own way, and mine my own. It was great seeing that u are well and happy always, apologetic to the past things that i did, but wad u will say is "past already" thanks but ill never forget the span of time we spent together, be it laughing, crying, angry or lost. I wished i had not been so stupid to forsake the things that may mean little but day by day it tells you that someone is there, always for wadever reason u need him, he's there to answer your call and to talk to you and to make u feel better. I experienced it now, the distance has spread so far that i do not even know what to say to u but just stare at u with a small smile on my face. I wished i had continued on my actions and it may had beared some fruits. U may seem like a child but i do not know why i was attracted but i know i am someone that hardly speaks and socialise so i do not really know what is going on. After all that is said here, regrets wun bring back anything, it will only make u feel the sadness. I know i can start to break my barriers, but i did not take the first step. What can someone accomplish when he who does not take the first step to break down the wall that is blocking you to your destination ? In life, things are not that simple, be it small matters, no be it matters that consider two parties which we encounter it almost everyday. Wad can i do is make changes, not changes to become another person but changes to show that you and reach your destination behind that block of wall that is blocking u. I would not say it is to being another person but more to showing your another side to people. I would just wanna try it, walking down this path that is neither difficult or easy because to some people, it takes longer time for some sides to show out. The beautiful thing about life is u cannot stop learning, and it will let u experience things so that u remember it. Now that i see, ill remember. What i have been doing ?? : Observing. It does sometimes suprise u wad people can do.
T.H^2: I need to study damn hard right now, i cannot afford to waste my life like this, no more regrets, no more sadness. I am quite sure of something right now, yes but it wun change anything. I am just happy that u have found better friends than me to show u the way because they know more about life and some experiences they have went through. my reach, my power to help u is just so limited, wished i can do more.
: The thing is why now and why i wonder so much ??? does it really matter so much to me ??? or am i just being too tense ?? I need some time.
After that went for dinner at makansutra. Eat Stingray etc. So after that have to bring some of them to carrefour cos they dunnoe where it is =.= but i still had to go back to citylink to get the cake and stuff which is like double job. Made me perspire a lot before i even take out the cans.
We went to the usual place lor, place everything sui sui then start to take pics. After that just spamm cream on our Bday boy, Flour oso la. He was like so dirty and stuff but the group of us oso kena the things. Heng is those dark dark night if nt everybody will know who go and dirty the place like nobody business.
Cleaned and washed up after that, each of us all go zhi ji de lu, towards JE and so and so. So now currently bloggina and writing some piece of information here but nevertheless quite a nice birhtday for our friend ??? I PLAN ONE WAD, DUH ! >.<
Monday has come and i am behind deadline for my task, hoping to absorb till my brain bao zhar and hand in the piece of work nicely to my friends.
End of story, end of the day.
T.H: U went your own way, and mine my own. It was great seeing that u are well and happy always, apologetic to the past things that i did, but wad u will say is "past already" thanks but ill never forget the span of time we spent together, be it laughing, crying, angry or lost. I wished i had not been so stupid to forsake the things that may mean little but day by day it tells you that someone is there, always for wadever reason u need him, he's there to answer your call and to talk to you and to make u feel better. I experienced it now, the distance has spread so far that i do not even know what to say to u but just stare at u with a small smile on my face. I wished i had continued on my actions and it may had beared some fruits. U may seem like a child but i do not know why i was attracted but i know i am someone that hardly speaks and socialise so i do not really know what is going on. After all that is said here, regrets wun bring back anything, it will only make u feel the sadness. I know i can start to break my barriers, but i did not take the first step. What can someone accomplish when he who does not take the first step to break down the wall that is blocking you to your destination ? In life, things are not that simple, be it small matters, no be it matters that consider two parties which we encounter it almost everyday. Wad can i do is make changes, not changes to become another person but changes to show that you and reach your destination behind that block of wall that is blocking u. I would not say it is to being another person but more to showing your another side to people. I would just wanna try it, walking down this path that is neither difficult or easy because to some people, it takes longer time for some sides to show out. The beautiful thing about life is u cannot stop learning, and it will let u experience things so that u remember it. Now that i see, ill remember. What i have been doing ?? : Observing. It does sometimes suprise u wad people can do.
T.H^2: I need to study damn hard right now, i cannot afford to waste my life like this, no more regrets, no more sadness. I am quite sure of something right now, yes but it wun change anything. I am just happy that u have found better friends than me to show u the way because they know more about life and some experiences they have went through. my reach, my power to help u is just so limited, wished i can do more.
: The thing is why now and why i wonder so much ??? does it really matter so much to me ??? or am i just being too tense ?? I need some time.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Today went to watch movie with my friends. Long time never meet liao, so went to cine to watch wif em. Wahhh, organiser so late then come. Lol but nevertheless watched Dance subaru, touching and funny but got a certain someone can ownself high de, down there hehe haha then the whole cinema start to HAHHAHAHAHA. Well felt a bit by myself lol but movie was nice and after that went to eat supper at kfc. Then a graduated guy named Eugene started to help everyone to check for night rider home. Nice guy, i havent thanked him yet !!
Went up the bus Ez-link not enough for FARE !! need pay cash, $3.50 diu lucky got enough coins in my wallet whew~! Had to walk quite a distance to get home and i kinda bought 1 little no harm vodka to drink and i am downing it now.. taste like ribena..
Now just feel like watching show then go and sleep, later in the day got Bday celebration and i am one of the mastermind. Need energy to think on how to make someone super shuai, haha
and then i dunoe wad he gonna do la, strangle me perhaps ?
T.H: Told everyone what i had done, Jaws dropped and they told me the same thing i knew. I had stopped thinking abt it but i think it is trying to remind me to prepare for it. I now know tt i always whine abt anything and i take back my words of growing up a bit. Kid u know kid....
Gotta spur myself on to achieve wad i want. I felt happy but time cant turn back and things will be different from tt point of time, it is already different.
Went up the bus Ez-link not enough for FARE !! need pay cash, $3.50 diu lucky got enough coins in my wallet whew~! Had to walk quite a distance to get home and i kinda bought 1 little no harm vodka to drink and i am downing it now.. taste like ribena..
Now just feel like watching show then go and sleep, later in the day got Bday celebration and i am one of the mastermind. Need energy to think on how to make someone super shuai, haha
and then i dunoe wad he gonna do la, strangle me perhaps ?
T.H: Told everyone what i had done, Jaws dropped and they told me the same thing i knew. I had stopped thinking abt it but i think it is trying to remind me to prepare for it. I now know tt i always whine abt anything and i take back my words of growing up a bit. Kid u know kid....
Gotta spur myself on to achieve wad i want. I felt happy but time cant turn back and things will be different from tt point of time, it is already different.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
7th week means parcticals & presentation.
Mon- can pass cos i made myself blur and nvr set simple thing.
Tues- 1st test can pass cos i set things wrong, 2nd test was a blast !! got 5 out of 100 marks, 10% for tt test.
Wed- presentation, chin cai become to professional thing, wow thanks cher...
thursday- everything correct except a small thing, know the answer but never put the right one down, nevertheless yohoho !
Fri- Go lecture and Go eat breakfast, yeahhhh
I know whose fault it lies, life is nice with never ending things to experience and learn. i daresay i grown a bit, only a tiny bit. What i do always have a reason and it will always benefit me. This does not apply to me alone..
T.H: need to mug for fyp and mods like nvr b4, bkworm hao !
Mon- can pass cos i made myself blur and nvr set simple thing.
Tues- 1st test can pass cos i set things wrong, 2nd test was a blast !! got 5 out of 100 marks, 10% for tt test.
Wed- presentation, chin cai become to professional thing, wow thanks cher...
thursday- everything correct except a small thing, know the answer but never put the right one down, nevertheless yohoho !
Fri- Go lecture and Go eat breakfast, yeahhhh
I know whose fault it lies, life is nice with never ending things to experience and learn. i daresay i grown a bit, only a tiny bit. What i do always have a reason and it will always benefit me. This does not apply to me alone..
T.H: need to mug for fyp and mods like nvr b4, bkworm hao !
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